I am three weeks in to Flora Bowleys ecourse….Bloom True.
Talk about an emotional roller coaster ride….but one that I am loving! I laughed out loud when I heard Flora use that exact term to describe the process. At least now I know I am on the right path!
The typical painting goes something like this…
Oh, so much fun. Spreading paint with wild abandon.I could do this forever…this is what I love.Spray, splatter,swipe. Loving the cool colors and textures I am creating. Oh and I never knew how to make that color!! Wow, looking good..
Oh oh, now that’s just plain ugly. How did it just go from great to bad? Shouldnt have done that. Paint over. Damn, just painted over a part I really like. You want me to add black and white..oh ok..well now its just really ugly. Wheres the gesso. No, dont touch it…let it grow,trust your instincts….
Its madness. I have caught myself talking out loud.. more than once. Sorry, I mean talking to the dog.
I love it…I hate it..
I have had moments of feeling like a superstar…the next Rothko. I have had moments when I have questioned this style of working.I have had to leave the house more than once to just walk and clear my head. My husband is very thankful he is away traveling.
Well here you have my process….plus a possible finished product.
Stop shaking your head….I know…poppies again… ahh…my comfort zone. I saw more than one parrot lurking around in there.
Not signed yet…so there is still lots of time for changes!
I have to be honest, this style of intuitive painting is right up my alley. I have comittment issues at the best of times and the beauty of this style is that it can go any new direction at any time. Makes me feel so free…
I do shake my head a bit at another poppy painting. But, there is a rhyme and reason to it all. I am trying to explore themes and different ways of presenting the same thing. Things that I love…things that inspire me. I have never painted just pods so that’s a little different.
I would be curious as to which stage of the painting you liked best. I know I was in love around Layer 4-5 and when I first started adding the images. I am finding that with most of my paintings I am loving the middle section of the process vs the final product. I believe there is a lesson to be learned here. I need to stop then…maybe go a little abstract and keep it loose. I find I am loosing all of the wonderful marks in my journey back into my comfort zone…texture.
Constantly learning…. It feels good and while I do get a wee bit frustrated, it is nice to know I am making progress!
Thank you for all of your comments as I stumble through this process. At times I still cannot believe I am putting it out there, but I really do love and appreciate the community that I have become a part of….so much fun!
Have a great weekend!